EPILOGUE

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny
When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie
When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

Dear Zac

There is an explanation for the drama that I have caused you and I am sorry, but you can never know the reasons for it.  I’m back in London with Robyn and we’re doing fine. By fine, I mean we’re still eating and breathing. I don’t think that I could ever ask for your forgiveness, because I don’t deserve it. You and I had finally broken down the barrier to our relationship and I go and runaway from you. It has nothing to do with you.  It’s not even to do with me.  All you can know is that we can’t be together because of complicated reasons. I don’t want you to call me. Moving on would be easier if we don’t contact each other and I have to refrain myself from calling you every second of the day. Don’t hate me Zac. I love you.

Remember me – Mia

Dear Taylor

I’m safe and in London. Don’t try and find me because I’ll move away again. Don’t try and call me because I won’t answer. Don’t reply to this email because I’ll change my account. As much as it kills me to write this last letter, I don’t want to hear from you again. You can never know why, as much as I want you to know. Believe me, you have done nothing wrong. I hate myself for humiliating you and I hope you can forgive me some day. I will tell you this though; I don’t think I will ever love anyone as much as I love you. I still do, very much. Walking away from you was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made and if things were different, I would be with you this very second. I am sorry, truly. I hope you find all the happiness you are searching for because believe me, you wouldn’t have by marrying me.  I love you.

Always yours  - Robyn.